Tikal, Guatemala 2011. I walked the ruins on my own, without a guide. It happened to be a quiet day for the tourists and I got to sit and feel the spirit of the old days all to myself. I ended up upon the place where the house in this picture is. Tears started to fall from my eyes and I had to go touch the wall: 'This is mine.'
A little over a year after the trip, I met Päivi Kaskimäki, who is a Mayan astrologer and clairvoyant. In that instant handshake, she said to me: 'You were Maya in your previous life. Somewhere in Central America. You were a ruler and did a lot of calculations and talked telepathically with objects in outer space.' It was a bit overwhelming, but it supported my own experience.
That house was built by the Great Jaguar Paw (Chak Tok Ich'aak I), who ruled from 360-378. He was killed by the invaders, but for some reason no one built another on top of this building, which was the custom of new residents. He was said to have been a respected ruler.
The third story related to this life is a memory experienced in deep hypnosis in 2013. My friend Maiju Saariniemi had just completed Dolores Cannon's Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique course and I was one of her first clients. He hypnotized me twice and I remembered several past lives. Maya's life was the first of these.
For the first time in the 'place that is relevant for this life', Maiju directed me to look at my feet, what kind of shoes, am I a child or an adult, a man or a woman, etc. I was floating in the air at a height of about 10 cm, my feet were bare and completely white. A group of people with dark skin passed by. I knew my legs should be the same color. I stated that I am dead and watching them from the side. I had a deep sense of shame. I had told these people to do a lot of things they didn't want to do. Maiju asked me to move to an earlier time. Then I sat in a chair with four carriers. All I had to do was sit, do absolutely nothing else. It felt really boring.